i'm finally back to starting to plan out getting vaginoplasty in earnest and reading the preparatory brochure for one clinic i'm considering, i got to the page about pubic hair removal there was a map of the pubic region and it marked out all the places you need to get hair removed from and one region of it was marked out "if you wish to keep hair on your outer labia, discuss this at your consultation" even just the potential for that to be a reality after only ever having hearing official sources talking of it being a zero-tolerance policy made me happy to the point of being emotional, because that's how i've always imagined myself post-op it really is so funny how set the mind is on what your body should look like the same thing happened with my breasts just recently where after 5 years on HRT i got just a bit of a growth burst to properly fill out a C cup bra and that brought me so much peace of mind because now when i look in the mirror, it just "looks right". not that i'd complain if Mary-Kate and Ashley got bigger, but now they've at least made it to some predetermined habitable zone that i truly had no conscious input on ~the inherent esoterism of being trans~