Ouch, my therapist speaking the truth. "You're planning your trip to Korea in October next year because you're avoiding spending money on yourself." She suggests I book the trip for April instead (which would be right after my 50th birthday and since this is my 50th birthday present to myself, that would actually be great timing). Will have to consider that, because she's right that if I plan it for October 2027, something will come up that will prevent me from going.