I need to rant lol. Life hasn't been treating me very well lately. I've had nothing but doctors' appointments, procedures, and other stuff going on since September. I'm gonna need things to slow down a bit, please and thank you. On one hand, it's a good thing because I've gotten a lot done. On the other hand, I could use a break. I'm so behind on life, on seeing family and friends, on writing, reading, breathing and relaxing, etc. It's just doctors, doctors, doctors. I feel like my only break has been the weekly Wednesday morning bowling league. It'll be just fine, but damn. And to make matters worse, insurance and Yale together have changed the type of infusion therapy I'll be on from now on. They say it's "biosimilar," so I *should* be okay, but we'll see. I'm just praying that the side effects won't be worse. I'll be on the clinical trial. It's also $100k cheaper for them to produce, so... Boom, money. Greed, greed, greed. That's always the bottom line. The worst part is that none of the patients even had choice in the matter whatsoever. We were just called and told that things would be changing for us, why, and what to expect. It's just such a stressful situation for all of us. Anyways, I need a breather. 😮‍💨